Rabu, 30 Juli 2008

Remid lagi Remid lagi...

Baru ja keluar nilai ujian nilai neuropsikiatri...

gile.... satu angkatan remid semua kecuali ghaya yang dapet nilai c yang ujung2n kudu ikut remid juga.... hahahaha

mau sedih.... ga guna juga....
mau senang.... ga' tau diri.... [yah berhubung yang remid seangkatan jadi biasa ja gthu, anggep ja ujian ulang hahaha]...

mungkin yangb paling tepat adalah semangat dan mencoba lagi...

Barusan aja ada temen yang betul2 frustasi dia bilang "kenapa yang tiap kali gw ujian gw remid mulu...."

Gw menjawab : " Ya elah nyantai ja kale... selama yang ujian itu berbondong2 ya... lo tenang ja. berarti masalah tidak terjadi hanya pada diri lo sendiri, tapi juga orang lain hohohoh"
Dia berkata lagi : "Tapikan gw bt juga nov remid terus.."
Gw kembali menjawab : "Prinsip hidup gw masalah remid itu ya...
1. klo yang namanya remid itu tandanya qt masih lom betul2 paham sama materi itu nah masalah utama adalah di masa depan objek qt itu bukan benda tapi orang nah klo qt salah diagnosis ato tiba2 lupa nama obat cuma gara2 pas jaman qt kuliah dulu obat itu adalah salah satu jenis obat yang harus qt "nembak" alias "ngasal" pas ujian. nah lo.... susah banget kan... tanggung jawab qt lebih besar jadi ya... do the best ja..."

Dia kembali berkata: " Trus gi mana lagi..."
Dan Gw mencoba unutk menjawab lagi : "yang k 2. prinsip gw selama yang remid itu ga hanya gw sendiri ya... gw bakal nyantai2 ja... inget waktu gw ujian csl remid... itu betul2 pukulan terbesar gw.. yah walaupun itu bahan yang tidak terlalu diperhatikan, tapi gara2 yang remid cuma gw duank gw jadi ngerasa terpukul... tapi klo sekarang sih nyantai ja,... secara anis yang IP-na 3,3 ja remid jadi buat yang IPna 2,6 kayak gw wajar klo remis hohohoho"

itulah sekilas cuplikan perbincangan antara gw dan ika di sore ini....

padhal gw baru inget perkataan guru les bahasa inggris gw... yang menjadi teman, sahabat, kaka, ayah, sekaligus penasihat hohohoh [berlebihan ga' sih pa]
dia berkata : u know what, when u want be a doctor u must have an exalent brain... so it's too difficult to be a doctor...
udah itu salah satu orang yang pernah gw kenal pernah berkata
dia berkata : you know what, people always meet in difficult situation, so if u wanna get the best u must keep figrhting and never give up till the end... always keep u're positive thinking, God always give u the best as long as u try....

nah jadi mesti g mna dun..????

wish me luck for my remidial test.... =p

Selasa, 29 Juli 2008

my first class with mr. haris...

last night i'ce got my first class with mr. haris...

he is a cool guy, and i really2 happy when see mayang was intimidate with mq. haris [haha2 ngegodain mayang tentang bob itu emang seru banget =p]

cara ngajar mr haris and mr ridwan itu beda banget..

klo lo mau belajar lo kudu dateng di kelasna mr. haris, tapi klo lo mau refreshing dengan gaya yang cukup mikir [karena harus mentranslate dan bicara sega sesuatuna pake bahasa inggris] lo kudu dateng di kelasnya mr. ridwan... jadi kedua guru ini emang ga bisa di bandingin mereka punya style and cara ngajar yang beda2..

yah... whatever... mr ridwan will always be our english teacher... hahahahaha =p

nangokin wi....


waduh ga nyangka ibu yang satu ini bisa tumbang juga... wik kena apendistis....yah ,mengikuti jejak gw dan audy... hahaha... ga penting banget emang...!!!

tapi bodolnya bis nengokin wi gt2 malah futhu2 di depan RS katana sih kenag2an tapi mpe di suit2in ma abang becak,..ga banget gthu.. wahaha... jadi nih salah satu cuplikannya =p

ini futu brenf anak2...





yang ini barengan anis... my best friend in english class...







ni bareng ika... nyangk aga sih.. klo ni futhu di ambil di mikrolet... hahahaha... emang orang narsis ga kenal tempat... wahahahaha =p











doa buat wi.. moga cepat sembuh ya... neuro sudah menanti... heh

Loss someone...

People come and people leave us everytime... Such as friend, best friend, someone who u love, and u're enemy too....

Memang terkadang qt ga akan pernah memahami kenpa itu semua terjadi, bahakan da juga orang-orang yang sangat sulit buat nerima itu semua... just like me...

Pertamanya sih pasti sakit banget.... Sesuatu yang berharga dari hidup kamu tiba-tiba menjauh [bukan karena alasan dari dirinya yang bukin jauh, tapi keadaan yang bikin kita jauh].... dan kalo pertemuan antara kamu dan dia berakhir kamu pasti rindu banget sama rutinitas itu... ngobrol bareng, diskusi tentang cerita hidup qt, or talking abput something stupid that we was do...

tapi... ya mau gi mana lagi ini hidup... seperti lagunya Lean Rames [sory i forgot to spell her name]
yang bilang "oh, life goes on and it's only gonna make it strong it's a fight,.... say good bye 'coz i can't go back" kata-kata klise yang sangat mudah untuk orang ucapkan "ok, take it eazy because life always goes on"....

nah ini dia yang selalu jadi prinsip hidup aku... sebenernya sih bukan prinsip hidup juga cuma sebuah tameng yang bikin aku ga' pernah terlalu rapuh ketika aku ditingggalkan... [ya... aneh ga'sih!!!!!]

dan sekarang emang lagi kejadian....

bentar lagi kelas bahasa inggris bakal ditutup, gw bakal kehilangan suasana ngobrol bareng mayang and anis, nonton bareng trus diskusiin film itu atau ngomongin hal2 gila barenga mr. ridwan....

this posted dedicated to all of member in english class on mondey adn wednesday....
miss u all my friend...
specially mr. ridwan... we will loss our ritual [hehehe ekstrim ya nyebutnya] to talk together about our life before the ladys come.....

miss u all

Rabu, 23 Juli 2008

this is something abou love...

this posted that something my teacher sand comment for me.. and i relize that all of people need read this comment, and surely to someone who feel a broken heart...

her commment is :

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go ..

You know you really love someone when you want him to be happy, even if his happiness means that you’re not part of it.

Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn’t love you back, don’t be afraid to love someone else again, for you’ll never know unless you give it a try.

You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don’t get hurt, you don’t learn how to love. Love doesn’t hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test to you, to help you grow.

Don’t find love: let love finds you. That’s why it’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall. You just fall.

You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages size. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering, and growing.

The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on, and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.

While falling out of love take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse, don’t ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure.

But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return.

How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime.

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be.

For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitful years, you should give thanks: you know that they were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you.

Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you’ll experience the fullness of humanity, and that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.

If you’re not ready to cry, if you’re not ready to take the risk, if you’re not ready to feel the pain, then you’re not ready to fall in love.

There were times in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love because every time we do, we get hurt.
Yes, that’s why it’s called, again, falling in love. But then again, love is all there is



ok... thank's for everything about everything you give it to me,...

you teach me something about live, love and leaving... thank's mr ridwan...

Jumat, 18 Juli 2008

lanjutan yang sebelumnya....

nah... klo yang sebelumnya kan.. tentnag seorang ce yang tiba2 di sukain sama seorang co yang udah punya istri + beranak 1 ...

trus g mna klo ceritanya... seorang co... yang disukain sama ce udah punya suami + beranak 1...

kira2 bakal beda ga ya.. situasinya...????

pa lagi... klo tu ce emang ngejar2 ga ketulungan... ngasih ini, ngasih itu...
ngabarin ini ngabarin itu
say hai ini say hai itu...
kira2 pa yang bakal di lakuin...

pasti bakal ngerasa ga enak banget...

ok... qt coba telaah masalahnya..
1. dia itu dah punya suami..
dari orang yang udah aku kenal katanya co itu punya prinsip "jangan pernah ngerebut kepunyaan orang lain, p lagi klo lo ga kepingin istri lo nanti yang di rebut orang"
2. dia itu punya anak...
pa lagi klo punya anak pa kata anaknya nanti???
coba deh bayangin seorang ibu yang bisa bilang "ya udah aq emang udah punya anak, tapi ga akan ada yang berubah dari hubungna qt klo km mau ngejalaninnya?"
bo.... g mn perasaan anaknya???
3. kombinasi antara anak + istri...
pasti hubungan km ga akan da masa depannya...

if the problem are u can't refuse everything that she have give to you... it's very simple.....
try to refuse it because you can't like to be an angel everytime.... [it's mean you can't always look a good person]
if she always try to make a relation with keep talking, sms, or something like that.... try to make apart with him.... example: don't try to say hello first.. try not o repaid her sms [if she call you leter, maybe you can reject]....

ok... maybe that is an extrrem way... but if you have to give her explenation not to coming near to you... u didn't have way anymore... but.. it's up to you... you can acept or refuse my sugest


ok mr. ridwan.. i never feel i was grow up to be an adult now...
i never feel like this before i meet you..

thank's...

Selasa, 15 Juli 2008

cinta atau obesesi????

Sebenernya klo tiba2 da co yang deketin qt pasti donk.. tiap ce bakal seneng banget.

terlebih lagi klo tu co, pinter, ganteng, berada pula.... cuma orang bodoh yang mo nolak kejadian kayak begituan.....

tapi g mn klo ke adannya tu co dah punya istri + 1 orang anak pula!!!!

pa yang bakal di lakuin???

ok, coba berpikir tenang... klo tu co harus selalu ketemu sama qt dalam situasi kerja [rekan kerja], kuliah [dia dosen qt], atau supir pribadi yang emang kerjanya ganter jemput qt...

coba deh untuk tidak terlalu banyak berkomunikasi...

apa lagi klo dia ngasih barang-barang yang emang sebenernya qt perluin banget...

coba untuk di tolak :
1. klo lo nerima itu sama artinya seakan2 lo ngasih semacam angin segar buat dia semacam "give her attention"
2. lebih terburuknya klo tiba2 dia minta lo untuk ngasih dia perhatian sebagai balasan yang udah dia kasih ke kamu.... [ih... serem banget klo gitu...!!!1]

atau lo emang mencoba untuk menerima semua perhatian dia... hingga akhirnya lo ngejalanin hubungan yang khusus sama dia tanpa adanya kepastian yang jelas.... ya... seperti huibungan yang ga akan pernah tau mo di bawa ke mana karena dia emang ga bisa ke mana2.....

jadi mo pilih yang mana???

coba perhatiin orang lain

sebenernya setiap orang pasti mau yang enak2 ja...

tanpa harus susah-susah ngerjain tugas, tanpa harus susah-susah belajar mau dapat nilai yang bagus............ Bul-shet!!!

orang-orang yang kayak gini emang ga akan pernah pergi dalam kehidupan qt.
makannya tiap ada orang yang kayak gini pasti ada juga orang yang selalu berusaha untuk dapetin yang dia mau...

tapi pernah ga sih qt pikiran perasaan orang yang selalu diandalkan itu?????

Dia harus dengan rela meluangkan waktunya untuk ngerjain tugas-tugas yang seharusnya itu tugas kelompok, tapi orang lain dengan santai pulang kerumah mereka yang nyaman dengan bantal mereka yang empuk dan selimut yang lembut sementara mereka meningggalkan teman mereka untuk mengerjakan tugas kelompok yang seharusnnya di tanggung bersama...

mungkin sedikit alasan "Gw kan ga tau harus ngapain..!!!" [alasan klise yang kadang bikin ngelus dada]

"hallow... klo lo ga tau apa yang mesti lo lakuin coba deh tanya ma orang lain pa yang bisa lo lakuin jangan terus berpikir lo akan terus disruruh dulu baru bergerak.. emang lo cuma anjing periaan yang bakal nurutin setiap perintah majikan??

coba deh qt bisa lebih membuka mata lebih berperasaan mikirin perasaan temen-temen qt itu...
jangan selalu berpikiran egois....

Minggu, 13 Juli 2008

my holiday to sumedang....

ok,.... last saturday... me and my familly went to sumedang...
before we arrive we stop by in bandung...
that's no something special because we went to place that i have arrived.."CIWALK"
but it's still funny.... went i in ciwalk i didn't bring money at all...
my father told me that i nont have to take my money from atm it can cause i can't buy everything that i want... hiks... ='[
oke... but i'm still enjoy it...

you know what, sumedang it's very wonderfull place... because when you pass by quickly that street, you can see rice field, a river, and also jungle and mountain... it's very very cool when you look around in night...

i can't forget that experiance...

see you...
it's very nice if we go to the natural place when we feel boring time... =]

Kamis, 10 Juli 2008

my english class

ok... on last wednesday is very a nice class that i have with mis. anisah...
you know what, because we were watched movie "the fredom writer's" it's very cool movie..
ok i did'nt told about the movie...
that day i can't take my courses because i have an exemination for next day...
but i'm so happy, because mr. ridwan still come to our dormitory to learn me how to make a comment in her blog [it's heard so stupid???]

ok.. finally i can improve my spirit to facing my exemination....

just still hard study...!!!!!

ganbatte...!!!! =]

Selasa, 08 Juli 2008

Slah pa Ga'

sEbenernya salah ga sih,... "klo qt tertarik sama dosen qt"
kadang2.. pertanyaan itu muncul di benak segelintir temen qt....
nah itu juga yang sekarang di rasain with my new friends...
her environment tell her, she shouln't do that....
hahaha................
emang hidup itu sulit hehehe